Saturday, March 20, 2010


For the last two weeks I've been sick. I've missed school and missed things with my friends. And I'm sick of being sick. I've had enough of it I'm done. Why can't I go one whole year of my life without getting sick. I don't think it's fair My brothers get sick maybe one the entire year and it's like a cold. I get sick every month and I'm miserable. It is awful and I hate it.I have seen every doctor you can think of. I have been poked and prodded at for years and it's not fun at all. My doctor will say "well I think that it is this but your going to have to go to the hospital and have them do blood work. oh and while your there you should have them test for this also." I would never wish this kind of sick on anyone. It might be the worst thing in the entire world.

I have homework coming out my ears. I don't have the energy to do it. I have a no grade in all of my classes and the last day of attendance school is one Monday. There are not enough hours in the day for me to do attendance school. I have to go to an hour of attendance school for every class that I missed. that is 10days times 4classes a day. 40 hours of attendance school...on Monday... yeah right.

I haven't gone to the temple in two weeks and I'm going insane. I go to the temple every Friday with my brother and because I've been sick I haven't been able to go. I'm getting really grumpy and I'm sure that my family is getting really sick of me. I love going to the temple and I hate when I can't go.

The weather has actually been good and I haven't been outside for more than walking into Macey's the other day. It is 50* today and the other day it got up to 60*.

I haven't seen any of my friends for a week or two.

I'm stuck home with the dog. She is beginning to think that it is OK for her to sleep on my blanket and come in my room. NO!!!

I'm very sick of being at home. I love being home... after school and for movie nights and all that stuff but not everyday all day long.... got very boring. :)

I'm tired all the time. I feel like I've been sleeping my life away. I don't like that idea. I want to know that I've done something with my life but how am I suppose to do that if I can hardly get up the stairs?

Well I guess I'm done complaining... for now. But if I come up with anything I'll let you know. :)

Bow Baby


wjmom said...

I love you, my baby.

The Vuki Family said...

Ashy- There are times in our lives that we are tried! This is one of those times! Know that your Faith and the faith of those around you that love and Adore you will make miracles. I believe in miracles. You are one of those miracles, nearly 16 years ago you came into our lives. What a blessed day that was! I don't know what we would have ever done without your sweetness, purity, gentleness and love. You LIGHT up all of our lives! I know that God will make will be given peace to continue to endure to the end! I love you Ashtyn Sarah Hill! Thanks for your example! You're truly an example to me! I hope to be just like YOU when I grow up! For some of us(Me) it takes a bit longer! I LOVE YOU!- Aunt Tiff

Amy said...

Dear Bow Baby,

I'm sorry it's so frustrating. I really am. You are an amazing person and it's not really fair that you got dealt this stuff. However, because you are you, I know you are OK. Because you are you I know you'll remember the important things. And because you are you I know you'll work through it.

In the meantime, I'm glad you could rant.

Love to that blanket-thieving dog, and even more to you,